Baby

my baby is my life

the apple of my eye

my star of the sky

the one who wakes up by my side

the one who cheers me up when im down

he makes me smile when i frown

i had a special dream i would find a true boo

when i woke up i was next to you,you know i love you

dedicated to javier     6.11.08

Pain

Feeling pain is like seeing a flower die

or seeing the stars disappearing from the sky

Having your heart broken is like loosing someone you admire

or being with a person who is a liar

Pain is a strong feeling to get rid of

especially when i lost my grandfather who i love

When i lost him i went crazy

i was lost and to blind to see

Feeling pain is getting your heart ripprd out your chest

but feeling LOVE is the best

When i got hurt i thought i would never met someone,all guys i blamed

but when i met Javier i knew all the guys wasnts the same

He brought me back into the light from the dark

And my fiance is NOW who holds my heart

written at home yesterday (5.14.08) and i typed in school today 5.15.08

dedicated to everybody who feels pain

                                                        MY HEART

You know they say you dont know what you got untils its gone

i didnt know what that meant until he was gone and done

it felt as if i had been stabed a million times

the last time i touched his soft skin was when i was nine

i hate the fact i really didnt get to know him that well

he was the one who picked me up when i fell

now that he is gone i cant say good-bye

but most of the time i try to look for him in the sky

wondering if hes looking down on me

only if people could see

how hurt i am thats its done

thats why i notice poeple say you dont know what you got until its gone!!

written in school at 2:21 pm

DEDICATED TO MY GRANDFATHER

DIED:JAN.8,2001

I  LOVE YOU PAPI

       Sitting around waiting for this day to come

this will happen one day yes it will be done

satying with him forever

forever will be together

soon you will be mine

and we will make our lifes shine

forever we hold in peace

i love you because your one of a kind and unique

written from the heart to my fiance i love you

1:36 pm in school

LIES

THERE ARE LIES BEHIND THE TRUTH

AND THERE ARE TRUTH BEHIND LIES

BUT NOBODY EVER KNOWS WHATS REALLY BEHIND THE

TRUTH.....

THOUGHT ABOUT THIS IN 2ND PERIOD IN SKOO

1:30

NEVER

NEVER LEAVE THE ONE YOU LOVE

FOR THE ONE YOU LIKE

BECAUSE THE ONE YOU LIKE

WOULD LEAVE YOU FOR THE ONE THEY LOVE!!!

(1:35 PM IM IN SCHOOL)

THIS GOES TO ONES THAT ARE CURIOUS

                 THEONE 

THE MOMENT I SEEN YOU PAST MY WAY 

I KNOW YOU WOULD BE MINE ONE DAY,

THE FIRST TIME I KISSED YOU

I KNEW I LOVED YOU,

YOU HAVE BECOME MY TRUE LOVE

THATS HOW I KNOW YOUR THE ONE

I HAD YOU IN MY HEART ALL THIS TIME

AND FINALLY YOUR MINE

I LOVE YOU JAVIER    4-30-08